standardized testing

showed my mom all my papers on Georgetown. which i will prolly never get to go to because it is 43,000 a year. and i would feel like a horrible person making my mom pay for that. she would if i wanted but still. no. i hate money.

studied for the SAT for a little because i was depressed. i did a whole section. i study too much for this stuff.
oh i got an A on my AP Language and Composition Paper. it was a cause and effect thing... i didn't try very hard.... got 89/100 on my grammar test... depressing because i studied...i wanted an A.


i was smart today in Humanities... speaking of Humanities... i have to read Asher Lev for tomorrow....haven't started...maybe i should.... this stinks... hope i do good on the SAT... and maybe i will have a future.

oh yeah...35% of the people that go to Georgetown are either 1st, 2nd or 3rd in their class... ummm...yeah...hmmm..... i guess i could be the other 65%. i don't want to read asher lev.... i think i am going to go to hamline... because it is cool..and i won't make my family go broke.... money is dumb... we have money. and i could go where i want. i just think my mom deserves to spent the money she has made on herself. even though all she does is save it. i guess that is cool. i could never do that.

so are standardized tests.... life is disguisting at the moment... except i got a a cool bracelet...and it makes my world really happy! this is so dumb... my 4.4 isn't even going to get me in the college i want... i wish i was george bush's daughter... then i could get into Yale. she probably was smart. it is not fair because this score is going to tell me where i can go. if i do not get over a 30. i think i should just not go to college. i want to be a doctor. but at the same time i think it is my call to go into ministry.

on another note guys are pointless. disappointing to the max. i like this one kid. always have probably will forever. well i am going to do some abs because i must maintain these abs.